4 years ago the most amazing man in my life, my dad, passed away. Still now, I cannot believe that he is gone. It breaks my heart to know that my dad isn’t going to be there to watch me see me and my first serious relationship together, to see me at my deb or my wedding or too see me looking after my kids in the future, which they will too grow up without a grandpa. Everyday I think about you and I hate on myself because I was so stupid about the way that I treated you. You gave me everything I wanted and I wasn’t grateful for any of it. I want you to know how sorry I am and that if you could come back then things would be completley different between us. I miss going to the drive-ins every week, having our traditional Saturday nights were we would turn the couches into boats and you would let us stay up as late as we wanted, I miss going to athletics for you and you cheering me on heaps when I was coming last in the 1500 metre. I want you to know how sorry I am, and if i could relive that past that I would do everything so different. I hope you’re proud of how I’ve grown up so far because I love you so much dad and I miss you everyday. You’re in a better place now, rest in peace <3<3